< Banality >
2003-06-12
9:37 p.m.
It is much too hot..Or perhaps it is my hormones making me feel the heat as more intense than it is. I sit and feel like I am burning. Someone is drilling right now at 9:30pm while children are trying to sleep as they have school tomorrow. The mentality here sometimes astounds me. The sound is LOUD, it feels as though that person is drilling into my brain. Hush, now is not the time for this.
I obsess over the little details and ignore anything that is truly worth noticing. It's no way to live.
My temper is vile, it makes me dislike myself. I look back and am appalled by my behaviour. Is stress really any excuse for it? I think not.
I sit here burning with a thousand words trapped inside me that I do not know how to voice.
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