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2003-03-16
2:50 p.m.

Constant rain. There seems to be no end to it. It has been dark all day, nothing but clouds in the sky. It's cold. I can hear the rain hitting the roof. I can't leave the house without getting soaked instantly.

Sometimes I love the rain, sometimes I loathe it.

I need to stop playing on here and go do some yoga or something, anything to relax me and relieve the tension.

It's so hard to find any kind of peace in this house, how am I supposed to find inner peace?

I need to move forward, the time has come for change, but I am still debating my next move.

Can a part of you disappear? Just vanish and be gone?

Things that used to come naturally, became difficult.

My hair is now red, I had to start somewhere in my longing for change. Beautiful vivid red. I adore red hair,I consider it to be the most beautiful of all hair colours.

I smile whenever I see my relection now.

I love my family although they push me into the depths of madness at times.

Do I need to find inspiration, or will inspiration find me?

I hope to find out soon............



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