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< Depression >

2003-05-17
10:20 a.m.

I am very very depressed and my memory is gone. I kid you not. I barely remember anything these days. I have to write little notes to myself all over the place so I don't forget things.....but that only works if I don't forget to write the notes in the first place.

I don't know anything anymore. I used to think I had the answers, Oh the arrogance of youth!, now I realise I know nothing. I sit around and whine, my writing has become a self-pity fest, because I just don't know what to do anymore. Everything seemed simple and now it's a fight just to get out of bed and do anything.

I need to pull myself out of this.

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