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2003-01-21
9:10 p.m.

I have a problem. My E.D. is taking over again. I obsessivly exercise. I don't eat enough and what I do eat I obsess over calorie content. My stomach hurts so bad. Nausea makes my body shake. I abuse medication to purge myself. I am so cold, I wear layer after layer of clothing. My body hurts all the time, because I push it harder and harder.

I tried to reach out to someone I love but they don't get it. I even tried so hard, even send them a link to a site with information and they still don't get it. They just think I have low self-esteem.

I guess no one can help me, except me....but I'm too screwed up right now to even try.

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