It is too much to handle.
There is so much I want to do with my life but I can't do anything now. I have to put everything on pause and do what's best for my family. All projects must be put on pause....In fact my entire life is on pause right now.
I have to be strong, I have to hold it together.
I can't cry not because I am uncaring or unfeeling, but because I can't risk falling apart.