Oh well, a little irony is good for the blood!
Gdad is getting sicker and it worries me so. He isn't eating much, in fact he wouldn't eat dinner so I made him a cup of tea and he ate a couple of biscuits. He is constantly tired. I am so worried about him. I know I should face what is happening to him but I won't let myself believe it. I love him so much. I can't believe he is leaving us, he was always the most solid and THERE person in the house. Hope I am making sense, it's just he was always so strong and big, and now he looks old and frail and it hurts to see it.
I am not ready for him to go.
I don't think anyone is.
I hope he knows how much we love him but I don't think we show it enough.