< I am losing it >
2003-05-28
2:20 p.m.
I'm going crazy. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I've been pushed too far. Today I broke. I screamed at jodie out of frustration because she never listens, just does what she wants, and I am so sick and tired of it all. Then I ran away, collapsed on the bathroom floor, sobbing. I don't even know what to do anymore. I try to have patience i try not to be like him...I try not to be violent in any way. It is hard when I feel like my every nerve is being stretched out. I can't do this, I can't do this.
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