< I never wanted to see you again. >
2003-07-21
9:29 a.m.
I saw someone I'd rather never see again. Someone I used to date and would take every opportunity to put me down and make me feel like shit. I was too much of a coward to do anything and that makes me mad. I need to face up to him, show him that I am stronger than him. He means nothing to me anymore, so I cannot let him treat me like that. He is nothing, he is no one.
So why did I run away? Is my self-esteem still so low that I allow myself to be controlled by others? A lesser being for all that. I don't know what to do and who shall I confide in? Galen doesn't want to hear any of this so I will confide in Tigger and hope she understands.
I'm not sure I understand.
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