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2003-09-22
9:04 p.m.

I have quit the whole bulima bullshit but i am finding it hard to stop binging. I am gaining weight and it is making me miserable. The craziest thing is i am far from overweight but I hate to put on a single pound. It makes me feel fat, and even though I know it is stupid, I can't help the way I feel! I feel like I am losing my mind!!!

Also Tigger seems to think I am pregnant which is 100% not happening. Jeez you can't even get ill (from IBS in my case) without SOMEONE saying "ooohh you better not be pregnant!". I know that just about everyone we know seems to be pregnant (i know at least 6 people who are, i haven't counted so probably more!) but I am not! GAH!

My niece makes me play barbies daily. Whether I like it or not, she just keeps begging until i give in. Though I have to admit I find it relaxing to brush their hair....hmmm maybe should have kept that to myself!

Much love to all the dland people I love! (you know who you are!)

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