I am still no entirely normal, not feeling good, mostly suicidal.
I've even planned it...28th march, after everyone has gone to bed, Galen will be back in America (he'll be at work), I wait until it is quiet...And then I sit in the bath and slit my wrists.28th March feels right.I entered the world on that date, and it would be like going full circle to leave on that one too. But I won't do it. My family are already losing someone, and I am all Galen has left. Even though I hurt him badly. Plus It will make him think of someone else he lost the same way and that would make him extra sad.
I guess I have to live.
I wish I could make the bad voice go away.